Oh guys...

I have to be really brain-damaged, there's no other possibility for my new formed habbit - which contains reading Severitus fanfiction (no Snarry stuff, bloargh...) for hours and hours. I've even got an FF of my own now although I'm not really pleased by my progress writing it but it's just the problem I've got while drawing just as well:

I've got the whole idea in my head and it's plain awesome, thus I want to make it as awesome as possible while drawing or writing and this is (unfortunately) consuming the hell of a time, although I'm a rather patient person ... this really is depressing :/

Yeah but that's it with all the whining stuff  and even though I'm only reading now everyday (I've red like ALL Severitus FF's I could find, which contained more words than 60 000) it can be seen as something positive, oh indeed it can
I've started to feel waaaay more comfortable writing in englisch after reading way too much stuff written in this lovely language (honestly, I englisch) so I'm even motivated to actually write this journal to inform you of these uninteresting things.

Well, furthermore I can tell you proudly, that I've written an Essay/term paper/research paper (whatever) which dealt with the question wether Elizabeth Bennet from the awesome novel "Pride and Prejudice" by Jane Austen can be seen as an revolutionary new woman - after I've started I really enjoyed it. I was and still am SO in love with this novel and Lizzy/Darcy, so I was like REALLY happy that I could choose this topic to write about
The whole thing took me like six days (I've got some weeks to do this but well, I'm an lazy ass )and reached the lenght of 16 pages - I've wanted to write way more but I was not allowed to though.

Sooo what are my plans ?
I'm practising on drawing anatomy (this time I'm taking this seriously) and then I'll try to practise on coloring and backgrounds while using paint tool sai mainly.

I thank you for sticking with me until now and well - have a nice time